july 3

i had my stupid wisdom tooth surgery yesterday... BOO! i hate how my parents are being. im basically on lockdown until wednesday. man its not even my body its my mouth whats walking or just sitting!? im depressed in my house.. and im missing out on my first and last week of REAL vacation. FML. all the bbygirls are going out to JYC & the beach :/ my dad hates me for even asking to go out. i cried last night cuz its already hard being stuck here lonely now im held prisoner in my own home. jakrin talked to me all night until like 1 in the morning just to make sure i was feeling okay. he said hes gonna come see me today and tomorrow. idk it feels nice seeing him again, but its kinda making it harder on both of us but he said he wants to "be there for me." cant really argue with that. its weird talking the way we do now, yet we still talk a lot. he told me things that really hurt a few days ago.. but i guess i mean a lot to him for now..