im always blogging late :[

may24-
went with my momma & sister to go look at more houses as if im depressed enough. :/ saw lots of houses in l.a. made me realize what a big difference between l.a & tujunga. i miss l.a though well even if im over there like every weekend. aha but we saw a bigg two story house in monterey hills. the area was pretty nice but idk didnt really like it, still tryna get over the last house i guess. my mom & sister loved it though. looked at some houses in g-dale, nice but pertyy small. went home & got ready. went to thalias, played with ashleys puppy(: finally went to the betsy's quince in burbank. it was freakin niceee, but we missed the food & i was hungry too. lol the cake and coffee was good. yennie, cody, jenny, tania, chelly, & a lot of the other cheerleaders were there. we danced to spanish music then later in the night they played techno, it was like a raveeee! :] most of us had to leave early, i just left early cause poor jakrin still had to go pick up his mom cause of SOMEONES stupid asss. -.- after we left we were both really hungry, jakrin just FELT like taking me somewhere fancy since we were already dressed. we ate at wokcano, goood food "MIG-NON" lol after i went home & knocked out.

may26-schools sucked. i have soooo much to do. essay and a full chapter of cornell notes due by the end of the week. not to mention i need to buy tubesocks and design shirts with my twin. plusss need 200 by next week for uniforms. me & marifel didnt turn in the chips on time, we're probably gonna get punished :[ BOO fml.

we run l.a

may24-so i didnt have money going to l.a :[ thalia had to spot me for the bus, it was all change! haha i almost broke the buss coin machine thing cause i didnt read "one coin at a time" LOL i basically talked the whole time on the bus even if i was sick -.- we got a lil loud so i think the bus driver yelled at us.. we werent sure. we finally got to c-town, i was starving but jaddis and yennie werent ready yet. so i learned the kiss kiss dance :] joy. yennie got there first then jaddis we left and walked up a really tiring hill, found out jaddis' boyfriend saw us "im not alone oh oh oh im not alone!" xD el nenes is goooooood, pooor jaddis though LOL. yennie gave me her card for boba mmm :] she got a free ice cream from fungi! checked out little kids LOL and left for yennies. watched the laker game, they were losingg at first. baby and kevin came joyyy! we all ate some more aha fatasses. towards the end of the game everyone was screaming and yelling like always. they won though wooot woot! cracked some backs! haha me and jaddis are gonna get trained by jakrins mommy to masseuse ;] we really misssed marifel and we were talking about how LAME it is to "babysit." booooo! baby & kevin left and then me, drea, thalia, & aileen left. hella awkward in the car haha, felt bad. passed by my so called "future house" and said goodbye. :[ when i got home found something to wear for the quince tomorrow, jakrin stopped by to see me (: im happy we worked things out, still gotta work my way up though...!

kinda effed up

may21- life goes from great to bad to worse. played uno today, nobody won. people were talking out of their ass UGH. piss me off. afterschool went swimming at thalia's. then got subway. went home with babe, it was all good. then i found out i didnt do so well on the SATs -.-, efffed up really bad with my boyfriend cause im a stupidasss, then found out my mom wants to walk away from the house cause theres too many repairs to be done, then i got sick... reallllly sick. basically cried my eyes out and got a fever, started coughing like a walrus :[ didnt get a goodnight sleep either. FML.

may21- i woke up really groggy, put my alarm clock on snooze like 3524636722 times. when i finally woke up i nearly fell cause i was dizzy and my head ached like crazy. still got up to pee though. i went back to bed and wrote babe something cause i knew i couldnt go to school. he ended up still coming to my house surprisingly but i told him i wasnt going to school, he was still really hurt and mad but he still hugged me and held me<3 him and my sister went to school. frikkin bored and lonely as hell the whole day, decided to make my boyfriend a pop up card :] proudddd! it came out really nice. he surprised me after school by not going to practice and taking care of me. made me mac & cheese, wiped my face cause i was burning >.< we cuddled and i criedd a bunch. im never going to fuck up again D: my mom had a talk with me bout the house, im really bummed. tomorrow i cant even go to redondo with my cuhhhhs cause im "too sick." hopefully, i can atleast go to l.a & betsys quince. imma make it up to you ashley <3 showerhead! i frikkin love my boyfriend, really meant alot that he cared more about me being sick than how he felt. T-T showed me how much he really cares.



BTW BLOGSPOT IS CONFUSING ME WHY DO I HAVE 2 ACCOUNTS NOW?! THIS IS WIERD. :[
P.S GABE BONDOC TOTALLY SOOTHED ME TODAY

DIRTY DANCING & DRUNK DRAMA

yesterday i went to the pantages theater in hollywood saw dirty dancing, it was sooo goood! mann i wanna dance like them, make jakrin lift me! hahaha yeeeah right. i had alot of funn! spent some quality time with mi familia<3 then my mom dropped me off at yennies. me, marifel, and yennie got ready then rushed jaddis even if we were lagging it. we tried to get dolled up then thalia called us and we rushed. we got there, atee goooood tacos, danced and drank. i realize im a bipolar drunk :/ yennie was acting a foool. marifel was taking care of us<3 thankyouu marifel!!!! we were all basically drunk or buzzed and we said some things we didnt mean and did some things that we couldnt control cause of the alcohol but at the end we were all crying together even if someone was too gone to even realize LOL but its okay. we were all saying how much stronger and closer we got cause of this and how much we all love each other. really emotional night<3 i realize i sober up when theres trouble. i love my bbygirls<3 after that it was just all good fun, jaddis brought cards to a wedding! LOL "who brings cards to a wedding!?" hahaha! we played slapjack, spoons, and extreme rock paper scissors. i accidentally socked jason in the nose and jaddis socked me hard on my arm that lil bitch! lol we didnt get home til 2 in the morning. thalias mom is soo down she wanted to jacuzzi but everyone was tooo tired. there was an after party but the bbygirls knocked out!
today mom picked me up hella early from thalias and we went to go see my gramma<3 i was sooo tired but i fell asleep in the car while my mom was shopping. when we went home, jakrin came and took us to lannathai really goood thai restaurant in sherman oaks. my mom bonded with jakrins parents it was goood. my mom loved the rugg i bought her and the shirt jakrins bought her. i frikkin love my boyfriend and my in laws and my bbygirls<3

SATs & boxing

yesterday i woke up lateee cause my fcking alarm didnt go off -.- thankfully my mom woke me up and i had like 10 minutes to get ready before jakrin got to my house. we left for sfhs to take the SATs. i liked it cause they didnt seperate me and him, we got to stay in the same class. gooodness that frikkin test was long! it wasnt that bad though. after the SATs i was really tired and hungry, so we went to jakrin house and i slept while jakrins brother ordered the pacquaio hatton fight :] i woke up and i was sooo hungry so jakrin took me to mcdonalds and i like hella stuffed my face. when we got back to his house, jakrin and his dad we're teaching me how to box! haha it was so funn, it was tiring though. jakrin says i have a heavy left hand and his dad says i have good form :D joy! after that we went back to tujunga cause i missed my dad and i wanted to see him. i got home and me and jakrin watched western movies with my mom and dad, it was kinda cute(: then when my dad left we went back to jakrins house and watched the prefights. ordered thai food and watched the fight, it ended soo quickk even before our food even got here! -.- good fight though, manny is a fcking beast! haha tom kah gai & pad see ew mmmmm. :] got home pretty late but i bonded with jakrins family and my mom was fine with it :] i knocked out pretty late though. this morning i woke up cause my mom came back from grocery shopping and she needed help, i picked up some bags OMFG my arms were soooo sore! we looked at a house in tujunga woooot woot :] got my certificate for drivers ed, gonna go take my permit test sooon! went shopping got a new wallet and a new straightener joy! heated eyelash curlers dont work btw. booo :[ i miss my boyfriend