asian pageant

this was a major highlight of my senior year. 1st period, knowing that i only have 5 more days of class! chyesssss baby! practicing asian pageant and doing makeup during 2nd. finally going up for asian pageant, we rocked it out! i loved it especially our ending. i frikkin love all us asians and everyone that was a part of our dance. after it was over, very bittersweet. some cried but i got emotionally DEPRESSED! LOL. it was too the point where i looked miserable, but i decided i didnt want it to be over. we had an after party at my house. made all the boys watch RU PAULS DRAG RACE, they liked it especially JUJUBE! hahaha! super bonding session with shanice & tiffy. ceejay & ryan came late, like super late. but we made a bunch of covers and music videos which shall be uploaded soon. im verrry laggy when it comes to uploading videos haha. ended the night with making choreo to TAKE YOU DOWN. we still need a name!

conclusions of the day:
parties are fun when its more intimate
i am very nosy, but then again who isnt? LOL

week summary

monday, tuesday, wednesday: beb started adult school. driving with my mom all over the place. got stuck @ the sunland tee store with drea, yennie, jaddis, & marifel. totally got us unstuck by asking some manly men to help us open the hood of drea's car. bonded with shanice<3 cut drea's shirt for asian pageant. watched the sweetest thing like 4536 times. craaazyyy person, person that thinks he can sing, bunches of laughs, & a whole mess of PRACTICES! i worry too much, i swear i'm paranoid. ahh after this week 9th grade english is OVER and i will officially have no 1st period chyess.


thursday: we owned today in the debate for govt! i loove debating and winning, gets my blood pumping. didn't go to yearbook because of asian pageant practice. dude, we're gonna kill! i love my girls! i love the other acts, very interesting. watched the newest PROJECT RUNWAY, sad anthony had to leave. totally missed vampire diaries, i'll hear about it tomorrow. drove beb to pet smart to buy a fish but he ended up wanting a bird. LOL! very excited for tomorrow but i dont want it to be over. thank you drea & aileen for being so patient and teaching us according to OUR schedules. thank you boys for being a part of this. our last asian pageant!
just doin the damn thaaang.

open your eyes and you'll see, your eyes are open

my best friends are currently, ADVIL painkillers.
-sigh- i hate the condition i'm in. nevertheless, i'm totally ready for tomorrow, hopefully if i take enough painkillers, it'll turn out to be a great day!
i got 50 dollars worth of naval rings from my mother in law, awesome!
ate @senior fish had some BOMB fish tacos! mahimahi, salmon, halibut! yumm
i think my mom officially knows i have a naval piercing cuz she saw all of them but all she had to say was "is this juicy couture one even real?" LOL
packing and preparing for tomorrow even though i can barely walk right.
jakrin, my mommy, & surprisingly my sister took really good care of me today.
surgery's tuesday. im officially dropping out of the basketball tournament due to my condition.


p.s jakrin ate a swordfish whole.

"you stole my heart like a crooked love"

when i was a 2 months old, i was diagnosed with hernia.

HERNIA: A hernia is usually a sac formed by the lining of the abdominal cavity (peritoneum). The sac comes through a hole or weak area in the fascia, the strong layer of the abdominal wall that surrounds the muscle.
soo for that past couple of days the same symptoms occurred in the same places as when i was 2 months old apparently. which is why today i went to the doctor and THANKFULLY it isn't as serious as what i thought, but i still need surgery. until then, i am put on antibiotics. my momma & jakrin were there for me every step of the way.<3 another reason i was very inactive besides me preparing for surgery, i also had the flu! for spring break, perfect timing right? -.- chills then sweating then chills :/ BABY took care of me and helped out the family the whole time. he also cleaned his car and found... MY OLD IPOD! goodness, the music i used to listen to! soo much music from the bay! too short, beeda weeda, jstalin, zion I, etcetc. ahahaha goood stuff! i also listened to a lot of ghostface killah, mosdef, & talib kweli. man, reminds me of 8th, 9th, & 10th grade year. memories good & bad.


"i dont care what people say, as long as me and you okay."
"on the side i might've had 1 or 2, but them silly broads wasn't nothin on you"
"cuz you cute in the face but you broke by the waste"
"roll with the punches, i think you should"