kinda late

friday-
1st boring, texting as always. 2nd read more taught phillip g. tagalog hilarious! "mahat kita alalalahat nang pussy mo!" hahahaha redonkulous! lunch was alright, boyfriend gave me the car to drive since he was going to an away track meet ^-^ joy! 3rd period didnt do shit so i left to jaddis&thalias class. gooood talk with jaddis, found out some really crazy stuff about the t.a's phone LOL! then we went to cheer :[ mann cant wait for second tryouts! wasnt clicky with my girls, didnt drop marifel again thankfully! i wanted to keep cody as a back, our stunts go up beautifully with her! ohhhwelll :( after cheer met up with jaddis, kenneth, and william in the asian room. had to convince jaddis to come cause she didnt wanna take the bus alone. all the guys wanted a ride from me, but there was tooo many guys and it wasnt my car so we booked it and ran instead of saying no hahaha. jaddis ended up going cause edward came yayy! :] we first went to drop off andrea and aileen but since we didnt wanna overload the car we left thalia and edward at school and i let marifel drive cause she actually has her license plus last time i drove this car on the main street i almost crashed it and me and jakrin broke up over it :[ marifel drove like a grandma! haha but its okay its better to be safe then sorry! we picked up thalia and edward and we went up to my casa first and i didnt have my keys. i triedd breaking in and marifel and jaddis jumped the fence to help me. i broke my window screen :/ and i couldnt even get it. me and jaddis nearly broke my table outside from jumping! haha i ended up jumping the higher scarier fence that was surprisingly easier to climb -.- haha i was worried that the neighbors would see but they didnt woooosh! all of that for nothing! didnt even get a bathing suit or anything! after, we went up to thalia's attempted to jacuzzi but it wasnt getting hott! so we just put our feet in and played the confession game like embarrassing moments, childhood memories. yennie should have came but she had library books to return :/ we watched the YES dance :] superrr funn! ate thalias foood yummmm! then track came back and jaddis and edward had to catch the buss. i drove marifel, jaddis, and edward down to school and i was frikkin gooood! haha i even parallel parked like from 1-10 it was like a 7 but still not bad that ive only parallel parked 3 times my whole life! :) joy to that! i met up with my babyyyy, he rolled his ankle and we dropped marifel off at home while me and him hung out at my house, went grocery shopping for my mom, and watched quantum of solace.

saturday-
got jakrins piercing in downtown with yennie, got a new belly ring. ended up going to glendale with richard and yennie. watched obsessed, good movie! yennie bought a new belly ring too, but it took foreverrr! haha. dropped yennie and richard off and bought tacos from a taco stand in lincoln heights at night! tried eating it while in the car and feeding jakrin while he was driving shit was goooooood! then went to subway and ate more LOL fatasses i know! he dropped me off at home and he went home. talked all night, got into a fight with him, WON cause i was right! haha suckaaaaah. gay thing is, my mom was lazy to go to upland! everyone asked about me too :[

sunday-
grocery shopping, cleaning, laundry, gay! had a reallyy good talk with my lola<3 haha shes my little partner in crime when we went to costco, we were on a roll getting free samples! lol

THE FCKING YES DANCE<3

HAHAHA I LOVEEEE THIS DANCE
WHOSE DOWN TO DO THIS WITH ME? LOL

not too "clicky"

so we had this super secret plan to get jaddis and drea to tryout for cheer, but things didnt go as planned. but still im soo happy theres cheer tryouts again & this time returners are running the tryouts! haha not really but ohwell we dont have to tryout again. mayyyybeeee THEY could join ahem jaddisdrea ahem ahem mayyyyybeeee that one girl will quit. lol im horrible arent i? ohwell. cody said we were too "clicky" so me, marifel, yennie, and thalia tried to stay away from each other at cheer practice, we did pretty good! i ran with jessica today, what a little sweetheart! my hair was a lil betch today, it sucked really bad :[ but ohwell didnt really care. my piercing was bugging too so i took it out when practice started and i had to hide it in my sports bra. joyy that practice ended early, i bonded with the seniors, imma miss them! jakrin came from track/football and we went home, he decided to buy food even when i was tired. he bought gooood food though pollo loco yumm :] my dad came like 5 minutes after we were eating with my sister and spaghetti & chicken adobo! -.- i was too full, but i felt bad for not eating. he shaved the doggies though, they look less ugly now! lol jakrin took me and my sister to the library where she returned some books and we checked out SAT study guides, like a week before the actual test hahahaha! but i ended up knocking out on the big couch while he knocked out on the small one. we woke up and everyone was like gone except for my sister. but my mom came back, my dad left, and i didnt even say bye :/ hopefully he can go with us to upland this weekend cause i feel bad i dont really see him a lot and i miss him.

IMMA GOOD KID, I DONT BELONG HERE!

well today was pretty interesting. woke up like at 5:30 in the morning and took the buss with drea to l.a. we bonded alotttt<3 had no makeup, no bra, my sleeping clothes, and chanelas on. almost got lost had to ask the bus driver to help us. we ate at carl's met up with thalia and jaddis. saw turi and his football friends. was LATE to a meeting for community service for LINCOLN STUDENTS that were always late and absent. i felt like i was a bad kid haha we only did it for jaddissy<3 cleaned the school which wasnt even our school -.- we ended up hiding out in the bungalows and dancing haha. fell asleep in the lincoln auditorium while they were giving us a speech. dashed it to downey to watch increase the peace. played with baby albert, ate subway, got into a mini waterfight, did cheeer stuff with the boys, went to lollicup. yennie & marifels team won of course cause they balllinnnn haha. we had to leave before they got their trophies cause of andreas dads birthday. we didnt go swimming cause it was too cold and we were tired. ate carne asada & cheesecake mmmm :P i had alot of funn today even if it was frikkin hot as hell. i love my boyfriend & my babygirls<3

tantrums & tacos

im really happy cause i have a 3.3 its not exactly a 4.0 but its getting there! A,B,B. if CHEEEER was in there it would be a 3.5 -.- ohhwell. my moms recognizing it finally! i actually feel like im doing really well this semester, compared to last semester :x... but uhm ANYWAYS... me and jakrin got into a stupid stupid fight last night, & we still weren't talking this morning, i didn't get a chance to tell him that i wanna change my first ohwelll he was being mean! so was ms.knapp i wanna be deans t.a for first, stupid senile old lady made me run around for signatures and in the end she says "you might not get it cause theres already 3 and i have to ask the administration" UGH. made me run around for nothing. i wish she would retire already, like on monday! haha imma miss my seniors though :[ still rather work for the dean. second period we read and i raised my grade from a C to a B. me, phillip, & ryan got an A on our little children story, "the tell-tale-tail" which ill be posting when we get it back haha funny stuff! lunch was awkward cause me and jakrin were still not talking and i was hanging with drea, william, & kenneth. kenneth made me cry AGAIN. -.- we played the no blinking game & we were going at it for like 5 minutes! i had my contacts on too & i couldnt see shit plus my eyes were burning, lil fcker! haha 3rd period was really chill, talked to camron, nat, spishak, josiah, q, & mona. telling stupidd dumb jokes and playing with camrons "bike chains" LOL we threw beads at the 'homegirl' hahaha. i vented to camron & q and they were making fun of me "i'll make you 2 pop up cards now! naww you gonna take me to red lobster biatch!" haha made me feel better. then afterschool, we found out cheer practice was cancelled again, thank goodness cause i was friggin sore from yesterdays workouts. me and jakrin started argueing about what happened and ughh got me mad. he went to track and i went to the asian room. we learned more stuff for the second dance, its looking cuteeee! then q& kenneth brought out jumpropes and we started racing and trying to do tricks, felt like i was in elementary school again (: sucks that i was wearing a dress though. jakrin came afterschool and i decided to walk with marifel and thalia home instead of getting a ride from jakrin cause thats just wierd getting a ride from someone thats mad at you and your mad at them. he ended up following us and offering them a ride & i could tell theyd rather get a ride then walk up the hill so i just said okay. he took all of them home and when we got to my house, he was like majorly kissing booty -.- he cooked me food and we ate then he got me milk & oreos haha. i finally gave in cause he admitted it was his pride & he said sorry. we we're good again and we helped my dad shave my dogs. cubby is really ugly now :[ my dad bought tacos cause we didnt have anymore real food plus my dad was lazy to cook. my mom learned how to webcam and webcammed with me and jakrin when she was like in the next room hahaha. well tomorows lincoln community service and yennie&marifels tournament, a day with the bbygirls where hopefully i dont loose anymore crap -.- wooo gotta wake up at 6 in the morning!

cross fit excercises :[

ohmann, ever since me and jakrin broke up, i havent been eating and people have been saying i look thinner. but now that we're back together, i'm eating a lotttt :[ booo. haha if it wasnt for cheer, id probably be bigggg, hate my metabolism! anywayss today was a really boring school day cause im such a GRRRREAT student! haha first period i ate & slept and second i finished my work in the quickness i slept the rest of the period too cause i was really really sleepy from this really bad dream i had last night D: but anyways, 3rd period i finished my work quick too and i started on cases. cheer practice was cancelled JOY! we started dance practice early, practice our first completed dance then continued on our second one we're learning. i wanna learn the third one already its superrrrr cute hella booty& hair work<3 hahaha after yennie & marifel left we all decided to just hang out and watch the baseball game. me, jakrin, jaddis, aileen, and drea were really hungry so we went to mcdonalds and dollar menu'd it hahaha except jakrin cause hes like rich haha. we went back to thalia and richard and watched the rest of the game. thalia got picked up by her mom and jaddis went in the asian room with william. it was frikkin hott as heckkk and arletas baseball team was cracking us up with their gibberish "PALAZACK!" "PRRRRAAAP!" hahaha "SHIZIMIBOP!" idkk something like that. and our team suckedddd haha we lost so bad, first loss of the season too, now we're 9-1 or it is 1-9? i dont know but yeah jaddis, richard, and william left on the 5 o clock bus. me, jakrin, drea, & aileen stayed and we made fun of our old sn's and emails and made fun of other peoples emails hahaha hotflipgurl LOL and 1_superstar_3 LOL we all had a superrr giant laugh. i went home and played with my papas. frikkin toto and cubby were about to kill each other over a tennis ball haha! then me and jakrin did cross fit workouts like HELLA. now im sore and tired plus im probably gonna get punished tomorow for going late to the volleyball game! -.- ahhhwell as jose says "think beach body!" hahaha

really good & really bad

soooo happy me and jakrin are back together :] forgot to blog about it but he frikkin surprised me and all the bbygirls were in on it. well except yennie but its okay yennie<3 haha. they had me drea & aileen waiting at the stupid bus stop and we even went across the street to dominos to get change when the bus just left us -.- it was horrible! then jakrin ended up taking us and i sat in the back with drea, aileen, marifel, and her brother. i was really happy cause i havent seen him since 4themassive. he looked goooooooood! i felt all shitty cause i didnt dress, i didnt have any makeup on, and i wasnt feeling my best. but jakrin told me hes only taking us cause hes going to l.a to meet up with arty and eddy. so he dropped all of us off in chinatown. i got my haircut & i wasnt so satisfied with it :/ & i was hungry as hell! i wanted goooodtasteee<3 mmmm! but they frikkin made me wait like next to alpine and andrea was telling me about how we have to wait for jaddis & i was like why cant we just meet at good taste? and shes like NO we have to wait! i was getting impatient cause i was hungry! then i see jakrins car with jaddis and edward popping out of the sunroof with a biggg sign saying OK LETS TRY THIS AGAIN. mannnnnn i was like WTH! but in a happy way though ahaha. i was happy! we walked to goodtaste and jakrin, jaddis, and edward met us halfway. i jumped on him! haha it was sooo sweet and i was totally clueless! haha i usually dont like surprised but i liked this one. the day wouldve been perfect if i didnt loose my fcking purse with my ipod, wallet, my makeup, and my moms sweater! i was bawling cause it was horrible, but all the bbygirls and jakrin helped look for it and helped me feel better when it was gonee forreal. we practiced our dance at alpine instead of yennies cause we were all too lazy to walk haha. i still had fun but i still felt shittty about loosing all my stuff but ehhh. my mom bought me alotttt of new makeup for easter haha & im making bank so its all good.

learning everyday

def jam poetry <3
to all the boys i've loved before - mayda del valle

knock me down

yesterday started with waking up and getting ready picking up thalia and going to l.a. we went to yennies and everyone forgot to shave their legs lol! and not everyone had their outfits together so we kinda lagged it, then yennies dad took us to lincoln heights where we went to the sidewalk sale and ate from the dollar menu at mcdonalds hahaha we're cheap. then we went back to yennies and got ready in the quickness cause it was pretty late. the guys came and we squeezed 8 people in a 5 person car. it was kinda awkward at first cause everyone was really quiet. but then kevin &ben started cracking jokes and everyone in the car just kinda got into it. we tried playing games but we kinda sucked haha. we got to 4themassive like an hour later and it was frikkin cold standing in line. it was awkward again though and thalia was stressing about getting home, i just wanted to get in cause i was freezing. we finally got in and jakrin was violated by a security guard xD at first it didnt look like it was that good until we got into the heist, it was friggin crazy. we all were dancing but just the girls and i didnt dance with any guys cause the guys that tried to dance with me we're ewww haha. all throughout the night we all saved each other from ugly guys tryna dance with us lol. there was this one guy that looked like aj rafael ohhhmannn he was freggin cute but he was hella short haha. we got lightshows, crazyy "are you rollin?" hahaha i was dehydrated and i had a headache when we left. we found out thalia didnt have to go home -.- and we ended up getting gas in l.a then we went to alpine just to fill up empty water bottles with water cause we wanted water soooo bad. i ran behind the bushes and popped a squat hahahahhaha! then we went to jack in the box where we ordered more from the dollar menu haha we were all pretty broke. then we ended up just eating at the parking lots from some apartments in chinatown. jaddis and marifel met up with their boys and the guys had me and thalia laughing. marifel frikkin FELL hard hahaha cause she tried kicking jakrin in the face and she slipped, it was kinda sad but then it was just hilarious. then jaddis and marifel went off with there guys while we tried to find something to do. we decided to go to haunted hill in sunset but we couldnt find it so we decided to go to suicide bridge. by the time we got to pasadena, we we're half asleep haha so the guys dropped us off and they went back to northridge. jakrin just said bye and i said bye, everyone thanked him for everything then we went inside yennies. marifel and jaddis ended up coming a few minutes later and we just talked about the night and stufffff haha. they were trying to make me eat, but i couldnt eat idk why i didnt feel like it. :[ i made rice balls and a rice turtle lol. jaddis left during 3 and i slept like towards 4. then we woke up at frikkin 7 and had to walk like several blocks to get to the busstop. we brushed our teeth with those brush slip things haha and took more pictures. then me, marifel, and thalia went on the bus and edward came on later. we planned to go to sleep, but we ended up not going to sleep at all. when we got off i was soo tired i walked home and i planned to go to sleep again but i ended up not! now im sleepy and tired and im writing this haha