Friday, June 26, 2009

woww totally not surprising

me & jakrin talked, apparently people that never talked to us before are talking to us now that we're broken up LOL. i wont mention names but its pretty funny. im glad we're being straight up with each other. todays performance was funnn but hecka tiring :/ took many pictures with my favorite little cheerleaders<3 gonna miss them! dad picked me, marifel, & thalia up dropped them off. went to dads house and knocked out, then went to santa anita to pick up sister. bought cheeenelas, hair stufff, bras, tops, & this superrrr cute monokini! wooohoo finally got it! dad wants to go to raging waters next week all the kiddos & him :) im pretty content right now.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

its been super long

thursday: shit i forgot when asian pageant was but it was funn. danced danced danced. anticipation killed but it was all worth it in the end. so so so proud of my girls, so proud of every act! went to verdugos graduation, pretty sad &emotional, love my seniors<3 went home spent some good quality time with mi familia

friday: didnt go to school, apparently noone did. spent the whole day with jakrin at my house talking about why things were the way they were. decided we'll be just friends nothing more and just let whatever happens happens. fell asleep on the coach while he slept on the floor LOL. it was nice, he took me to marifels. ate &spent time with her family, watched TFC! went to lincoln heights, bought tubs of ice cream, hung out at yennies till idk 10 went home.

6/22: first day of little girls cheer camp, had to wake up hella early plus didnt sleep much. fml. thank god for thalia & her mom<3 didnt bring lunch FML. but went to thalias hung out then went home.

6/24: didnt go to cheer camp, stayed home. jakrin dropped by, we talked & hung out. he was on his way to l.a so he drove me, drea, thalia, & marifel to glendale. met up with jaddis, kenneth, william, richard, justin, micheal, & genesis. watched transformers hella sick, megan fox is fckin hott. we split up alott! thanks jaddis for being my date & for the earring! lol funn ride home to dicksucking music! bonded with everyone, best time<3

6/25: congrats to my cousin suwooop! sorry i couldnt be there for your graduation, had to make that mulaaa. aha performance with my favorite little girls tomorrow, hoedown throwdown! :]

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

"just a routine

something im used to."


i guessss, coward.

Saturday, June 6, 2009

life of the party?

so yesterday was pretty alright. me and jakrin barely talked during school. he needs "time" -.- im trying to give him his space but he comes to me, MIXED SIGNALS MUCH!? aha well i liked it. we've been bad for quite awhile and and now its like idk different but better. but just the thought that like hes not at my house anymore even my parents ask about him, not helping. but i had funn with my babygirls plus drea and aileen. we practiced asian pageant dances at my house. quesadillas, oreos, peanut butter cookies mmm! after yennie, drea, & aileen left. we peer pressured jaddis to come [its really not her fault] LOL. there was barely any people at the party but it was funnn cause they had good music and good stuff! wooohoo! lapdances for the bday girl & christine LOL. country dancing, punta, meringue, & techno. we aired out afterwards and thalia didnt sleep over cause she was going out with SOMEONE the next day. BOOO. marifel and jaddis slept over. frikkin stayed up talking from 10 to 3 in the morning! haha they were cold and i was warm! woke up at 10 ishh to my mom yelling out "PANCAKES SAUSAGE!" marifel woke up aha! we ate talked some more, twittered, watched piinkbeauty [jealous.] i had a lot of funn with my girls they helped me forget about everything thats bad.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

broken strings

good song.<3




so the last common planning of the year is basically wasted, well for me atleast cause your busy with your friends. your gonna be out til 5 everyday even during the summer & so will i. thanks kid. this time you walked away and had the nerve to slam my front door, well thats totally fine with me. im not gonna chase someone who doesnt care. the truth hurts, &lies worse. hope your having fun bud cause im not. thanks for leaving me by myself and not even looking back.