epic failure

july 24; TGIF no practice! babe came over really early, felt really crappy. decided last minute to go to manhattan just us 2. went to his house and cleaned his house, his mom gave us 60 bucks to buy 1 bag of dog food and 2 cans of raid :] couldnt stop cleaning but he finally got me to stop! pigged out on the way to the beach. took pictures, faced hugee waves, made a sand castle, and was forced out of the water for going too deep LOL. babe bought us 2 tubs of ice cream for the way home, fell asleep and drove once we got to tujunga. the day wouldve been perfect if i didnt find something out from the stupid internet. -.- ruined everything.

july 25; began the day home alone, planning to go to manhattan beach with babe came late cuz he borrowed his brothers car and the stupid battery needed to be recharged. ridiculous. picked up thalia, kevin, & ben. drove only 30 mph on the freeway, even more ridiculous. was stranded at a mini mall in la crescenta, said some things to jakrin that i wasnt sorry for. was already upset at something i found out the night before ughhh. thalias dad picked us up spent the rest of the day at thalias house on myspace and watching burn after reading while the guys went swimming. walked home with jakrin following me cuz his brother had his car. really really pissed off, told him how i felt, cooled off. very very inconsiderate & insincere but after awhile he came through. still upset though, stupid, immature, desperate stuff man.