kinda effed up

may21- life goes from great to bad to worse. played uno today, nobody won. people were talking out of their ass UGH. piss me off. afterschool went swimming at thalia's. then got subway. went home with babe, it was all good. then i found out i didnt do so well on the SATs -.-, efffed up really bad with my boyfriend cause im a stupidasss, then found out my mom wants to walk away from the house cause theres too many repairs to be done, then i got sick... reallllly sick. basically cried my eyes out and got a fever, started coughing like a walrus :[ didnt get a goodnight sleep either. FML.

may21- i woke up really groggy, put my alarm clock on snooze like 3524636722 times. when i finally woke up i nearly fell cause i was dizzy and my head ached like crazy. still got up to pee though. i went back to bed and wrote babe something cause i knew i couldnt go to school. he ended up still coming to my house surprisingly but i told him i wasnt going to school, he was still really hurt and mad but he still hugged me and held me<3 him and my sister went to school. frikkin bored and lonely as hell the whole day, decided to make my boyfriend a pop up card :] proudddd! it came out really nice. he surprised me after school by not going to practice and taking care of me. made me mac & cheese, wiped my face cause i was burning >.< we cuddled and i criedd a bunch. im never going to fuck up again D: my mom had a talk with me bout the house, im really bummed. tomorrow i cant even go to redondo with my cuhhhhs cause im "too sick." hopefully, i can atleast go to l.a & betsys quince. imma make it up to you ashley <3 showerhead! i frikkin love my boyfriend, really meant alot that he cared more about me being sick than how he felt. T-T showed me how much he really cares.



BTW BLOGSPOT IS CONFUSING ME WHY DO I HAVE 2 ACCOUNTS NOW?! THIS IS WIERD. :[
P.S GABE BONDOC TOTALLY SOOTHED ME TODAY